okeh.
i might think that i am foolish. really. even i dont know why.
i think that i am so stupid that this happen again.
again. again. and all over again.

firstly,, all my sucks report score. i got a many bad score in mathematics. haahh.
vrom algebric of course,, with our lovely teacher ever,, mrs.GRACIA. hyah.
great. she gave me 0, 22, 30, 50, 70.!! what a nice score that i ever got.
what can i do with that score.? remedy.? i dont think so. vrom my experience in junior high school. i must remedy until 3 or 4 times for got 6.5 vor 1 assignment.! so how to get a better score then.?
really. algebric makes me crazy. and makes me hopeless too.

p.s. vor mrs.erijani, my headmaster. please change our mathematics teacher.please. i go crazy.

second,, i dont know why.
why this problem must happen again recently.?
i think that this problem will never ever happen again.
i think that u will be better.
i thought the last time we argued about, would be the last time.

but,,

i think that there is some problems in us. is it in you.? or me.?
i never know. and never wanna blame anyone. just look vrom yourself maybe.
from the first time, i tried to patient. patient. and more patient from day to day.
but i still an ordinary people. that have a limid vor everything. also with my patience.
i dont know, where is my limid.? maybe now. tomorrow. or even i can patient until next year.
just hoping that i can still stand for today. tomorrow. and even vor ten years later.

humm.

luckily. i still have a lil bit patience deep inside my heart vor you.
i still have a wish vor you.
i still can believe in you.
i still have love to share.
and the most important one. i still love with you. until when.? again. i dont know.

only one thing that i wish vrom you.
just plese do what u had told me. a long time ago.
coz i never feel that u are trying to get better.
to do what u said.coz u just do it again. again. and all over again.
from time to time.

coz deep inside my heart, i'll never let u go. for this second.
but i (really) just can't stand any longer, if you dont try to be what u used to be.

i wish. i wish. i wish. and i wish.
coz there's nothing i can do anymore to change you.
i have told you.
i have ask you.
but only you, that can change yourself.


p.s. i wish that you can be better.
so i can keep my heart vor you too. okay.?
coz i still love you.

and happy anniversary lyvia.